I wish – The pain of One-sided Love story
The story of one sided love is truly painful. The hardest part is knowing you can’t force someone to love you back.
She’s there, talking to you, chatting with your friends, yet you can’t summon the courage to tell her how you feel. The fear of rejection haunts you. You’re afraid that if you speak your heart, you may never see her again, or worse, she may not even want to remain friends.
Your eyes speak your emotions, your actions reveal your feelings, but the words remain trapped inside. And while everything feels beautiful when she’s around, you can’t tell her.
Then, one day, you see her with someone else. The pain hits harder than you ever imagined. Why? Because you never had the chance to tell her how you felt.
You never knew how she might have reacted. Maybe she would have reciprocated your feelings. But now, it’s too late.
Now, she’s beyond your reach…
I wish,
She loved me back.
The way,
I did.
I wish,
She held my hand.
The way,
I wanted.
I wish,
She looked at me.
The way,
She gazed into my eyes.
I wish,
She thought of me.
When she needed,
Someone by her side.
I wish,
She wanted to be there.
On the journey,
Of my life.
I wish,
She dreamt of me.
The way she appeared,
In my dreams.
I wish,
I was there.
When she closed,
Her eyes.
I wish,
She smiled unknowingly.
Whenever,
She thought of me.
I wish,
She wanted to be with me.
The way,
My heart longed to be with her.
I wish,
I was her goal.
The way,
She was mine.
But I know...
It is just a dream,
It can't be real.
She exists in my dreams,
But she can never be mine.
For real...
I clench my desire,
It’s painful.
I am helpless,
And I am hopeless.
But it’s her choice,
I am happy for her.
May God bless her...
Wherever she is,
With whoever she’s with.
_-Naseema Khatoon
I wish – A Tale of One Sided Love
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Inspirational and motivational poem by Naseema Khatoon
Only one question….. " how to end this one sided feel" and "why"???
Why…?? You know it better, that is why you are looking for 'how'.
The more you suppress your feelings, the more it overflows. You can't end your feelings as far as I know. You just have to learn to live with that. Have faith, God must have thought something better for you. And you will know it, if you embrace today and move ahead with positive approach… Good luck… 🙂